Wednesday, August 29, 2007

7 weeks of holiday is kinda a torture to me… over this few days, I thought of a lot of things… I have 2 very good friends however this was in the past. We are very close that during a period of time, every Friday we would go town to watch movie. However this will never be the same again. Dun ask me why, cause me myself does not know the reason too. The 2 of them (AC & XH), I treated them with my sincerity and to show respect to them. But why things came to this state that they misunderstand me? Y?

This feeling isn’t good at all.. I remember that the 2 of us skipped school just to go swimming but I wonder when the day will come that we can still be the best of pals. Why must they listen to someone one sided story and not to ask me. Is our friendship that fragile that we dun even the basic trust in one another whereas I always treat the 2 of u as my brother and what I got back is this? Is that fair to me?

I really treasure our friendship and not a person who takes friendship for granted. Y must u all treat me this way? I tried asking u for the reason for y u hate me so much but y dun u even give me an answer.. I have enough le, all I want is to be your best pal forever. Y? Y can’t u all understand, even if u are unhappy with me, y dun u confront me and not to jump to conclusion before asking me? Is our friendship so fragile that just one setback, this friendship will ended?

I want is to be yur best pal and to share my happy time wif u all… Till today, I still remember of promise we make to one another when we go star cruise and many many things. Dun tell me u 2 have forgotten about it? If that is the case, I really have nothing to say anymore. AC, I really wish to have u as a friend cause u are only the one who really understand me well and that is y I treated u as a brother of mine. Hope that u will c this message.

I am UNHAPPY!

p/s: Till today, I still remember the wonderful time we ever spent together.

(12:15 AM)