Thursday, September 20, 2007
人生就像一场戏，因为有缘才相聚。
相服到老不容易，是否更该去珍惜。
为了小事发脾气，回头想想又何必。
别人生气我不气，气出病来无人替。
我若气死谁如意，况且伤神又费力。
邻居亲朋不要比，儿孙琐事由他去。
吃苦享乐在一起，神仙羡慕好伴侣。
Well.. I wrote this because I think that this saying are very meaningful...
Sorry for those who cant read it but seriously is very meaningful to...
I know it seem weird half chinese and half english but I not too good with Hanyu Pinyin...
Feeling moody again.. Getting abit emo now.. Although my bdae are around the corner in another 3months but I dun think I will be able to enjoy.. Although most likely I am gonna spent my bdae at Thailand but I am not happy because this year, I gonna turn 18.. Legal age to do many things -> Learn driving, go lounge at StarCruise and many more..
However this remind me of our promises with my best pal 2 years back when we went StarCruise.. We promised each other that when we all turn 18, we will go StarCruise again and this time round to enter the lounge.. But willl this day ever come? I really dunno and dun even dare to think abt!? Sometime I asked myself 'Y things came to this extent?' But me myself dunno it either.. Can someone give me an answer to this? I really want to know..
To me, friends are like diamond.. Very precious therefore I treasure it but y other can jux take friendship as rubbish? When u need it then u treat the person well.. Is friendship suppose to be that way? Friend are like a chopstick, if u dun take yur friends seriously -> they will break easily when u try to break them into half but if the friendship is strong, it will nvr break. One chopstick break easily but 15 chopstick dun break easily..
Maybe u said that I dun take friendship seriouly, U are wrong! I always try to maintain a strong friendship so that I know that my friends are always beside me when I ever need help.
But do u care? Or u take me for granted? Always there for u when u nd me?
I really dunno what to say anymore! Gonna have a cold bath and slp!!!!!!!!!!
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1:15 AM)
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Time passed so quickly, first sem have passed.. Is really time to say goodbye to A09.. Although feeling reluctant but well, things really dun turn out the way we want...
To TA09: Good Luck to those not going same class as me next sem.. Good Luck for yur future endeavour!!!
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12:56 AM)
Monday, September 17, 2007
Days at home without her around is chaos, no one washed the clothes, cook and many many more. Now then I realised that mummy work so hard for the family...
But now she is back, I think I have to help her with some of housework chores... Well, I think I will only help for the first few weeks ba cause there is a saying "Saying is easier than done".
Wahaha... Soon is my turn to go for holiday too.. Kuala Lumpur and Bintan, well hope that I can really get over all those unhappy things when I am back from the holiday as I really really moody during this period of time...
That's all for today, Bye
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12:15 AM)
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Woohoo... Is being months since we last met and they changed alot, be it in the way the dress or look.. Well... all words seem boring, so photo for u all to c..
The Guys!
The Guys!
The Gals!
Half of my class but got someone extra over there at the far left!
After dinner, went for pool and arcade at lucky plaza and i reached home at 12 plus.. woohoo, luckily mummy was asleep when I went back...
Last wednesday went to celebrate mummy bdae and omg, dad bdae and also cumin real soon in another 2 weeks, this month really broke liao.. Wahaha... Any kind soul are willing to spare me money? Wahaha.. That's all... Is late.. Nitex
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1:44 AM)
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Feeling moody, damn moody this few days... Somethings juz cant seem to get better... Argh, very frustrated... Luckily got one person who are willing to lend a listening ear and eye... U know who u are! Luckily that person are willing to help me think of a solutions.. Thanx!!!
When will I be able to be free again? Someone please guide me along!
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5:59 PM)
Saturday, September 1, 2007
Woohoo! I have changed the song... Enjoy!
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7:46 PM)
Kinda feeling very funny today... Maybe is because of Teacher's Day. I think too much today, I feel that I am quite useless... Juz because of something that happened in my life that leave a big impact on me, I dare not return to my secondary school to visit all my wonderfullest teacher like Mrs Heng, Mr Lee, Mrs Jacqueline Ng, Mdm Rani and many many more. Although yesterday, I contact Mrs Heng telling her I will be back to see her but in the end, I did not... I am useless right? Juz because of a setback, I dun dare to go back cause of being... (I dun wish to say). But this thing really have to give me some time to sort out my thinking in order for me to really walk out of this big big circle... I felt that I am within this big circle for months and I really tried very hard to get out of it, but to no valid... Maybe is not because of teacher's day alone but is alone my beloved aunt third anniversary. Kinda miss her alot cause out of my aunt, I should said that I Love Her the most cause she doted on me and my sis... So no matter what, will be going to offer later... Haix... Sometime I really wonder that my friends would rather said me what happened in past and not to believe someone one-sided story that make me really awkward to talk to them..
Please, I am a vulnerable person who cannot really take any blow. I spent my whole one year thinking and trying hard to overcome everything but does it really help me? Seriously, I really dunno.. I really miss those days that I spent with my wonderfullest friends, spending those innocent, happy days together. I really miss those days. But if you all ask me to ask them out for a outing, I doubt I will be able to do so.
Sometime I really think that I am very lucky to know some friends like Jacqueline, Sebastian, JinYing and Joyce and many many more that really accompany me during those darkest days in my life and most importantly, the person that I really wish to thank is Mrs Heng... The WONDERFULLEST teacher in the world who really walk with me and gave me a lot of support for me stand up again... Once again, THANK Mrs Heng and also to wish other teacher who taught me a Happy Teacher's Day... In order to make up for me not going back today, I promise that I will find one day during my holiday and make a trip back to JSS and visit them..
But right now, I'm trying very hard to stand up again to find my previous me back and to solve and problem arising me with confidence and not too hide anymore!!!
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2:25 AM)
