Wednesday, November 28, 2007

I really dunno how to live with the past! Anyone can teach me?

(11:19 PM)

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Came back from Port Dickson 2 days ago, wahaha.. Well, saturday was so upset that i drank... well, I dun wish to elaborate too much on that. Sunday as usual,went to play sea sport. BANANA boat again, damn it lor.

The person was like asking me whether do I wan to boat to turn over, hence I ask my dad and uncle but in the next minute, I was in the middle of the sea alone like what happened at BINTAN island.. haha..

Ate alot of things lor, seafood my favorite and curry chicken in a bun..

Miss Temporary was like so hyper after she finished a meal and start moving around in the car. Well, have a quarrel with my sis over there. U must understand, what mum said really HURT! hence, u know. But I only told dad about it. Well, is up to u to decide. If u are in my shoes, u will understand wat I am feeling at that moment.

BCA PBL presentation is finally over. That stupid teacher is like pin-pointing student which he feel that they never do anything. SHIT HIM LA.. Luckily fran and I manange to answer all his question. Cant blame, Fran and I got fabulous memory.. HAHA.. Right fran?

Ok! Shall stop here, must concentrate in class... haha!

(2:16 PM)

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Dye hair not? I dunno.. Haha.. Seriously, I wan.. dunno, confuse.. haha.. Blaw tutorial haven finish still here to blog.

(11:55 PM)

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Aiya! long time nvr blog .. Haha~~~~ Sunday was doing spring cleaning at home and dad bought a lot of foods and guess what? We waste a lot of foods, shall update the photo soon.. School is so boring.. Forever test, presentation and other.. SHIT! Well is OK! I going for holiday soon.. wahaha..

(9:17 AM)

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Wahaha.. Was reading my sis blog just now and realised that she talk about me..

To SIS: Is ok! As long after taking out on me, you feel better.. When I go then it will be my turn... haha~

Well... Sebast,u might be right! All this things actually I can overcome it, but seriously give me sometime.. I believe I can do that! Must have faith in me. OK?

Realise that my friendship with poly frenx are getting stronger day by day, well... Believe me, If I go JC, I will find time and go back poly and have lunch with u all.. ok?

Today, I then realised that there is alot of rubbish in my room.. 2 bigs plastic bags.. Finally, I am going to paint my room.. Haha..

Christmas is cumin and this mean that my bdae is cumin too..

To SIS: I wan something special this time hor! Erm, AIX top? or ZARA? 2? Haha

Anyway, I decide not to think too much and rather bask in family warmth. I believed that my family will always be there for me. Sometime I feel that I am rather foolish.. Well, I learnt! I grown up le!

To POLY FRENX: Heh, we shall celebrate christmas together this year!

36 more days, I am going for HOLIDAY!

(11:02 PM)

Actually I found myself very EMO!

Guess wat? Through my school module IAC, I found out that I am more of a introvert than a extrovert. Well, this is not today main issue. Actually I think I am crazy, always thinking of things that make me sad and very confused. Seriously, is this DEPRESSION? Well, I dunno... Y not U all tell me?

Life is boring, dun u all think so? EMO? I think I am a EMO kid! Emotion always got me into sadness... Take a break? I hope so! I really wish to forget about a lot of things but y this kind of stupid memories juz cant leave me? Of course, there are memories I wanna keep too. But there are juz some memories to be dump into the deep sea. Y?

Y during my holiday at BINTAN didnt throw those stupid memories into the middle of the deep sea and nvr be able to retrieve it back when I played the BANANA BOAT which I was throw into the middle of the deep ocean? I dun wan those memories to follow me for the rest of my life. Is HURTFUL!

Memories can be diamond but they can also be rubbish. Like my friends said 'Throw those bad memories away if u think they hurt' but no matter what I do, they juz dun leave me. I am tired! Y december dun come tml? Only when I go for HOLIDAY, I felt relief. But is this called running away from problem? There's a lot of things I wanted to share with u all but seriously, I lack of courage..

Well.. Hope my HOLIDAY in DECEMBER will be a fruitful one.. As I will be going to ZHUHAI & GUANGZHOU!

Herman, go KL with me la, after I come back from there.. 26 to 28! I wanna SHOP till I forget everything.

ASK something, is there anything in the world called BRAINWASH?

(12:55 AM)

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Hello everyone! Wahaha.. I think I started to ignore my blog le, so long nvr blog on it.. OHYA! There is something I wanna tell everyone, I will be making my blog private in this few days because I feel that there are some people reading my blog and I dun wish that they read.. Haha~! Therefore, sorry for the inconvenience.. Or, erm maybe I will change the link.. C how it goes ba...

(9:37 PM)

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

I'M TIRED!!!

I yearn to have a break. Even is just a small break.. I want a getaway, there alot of things disturbing me. I hate the feeling~! Is tiring, y? Y must I study so hard? Y must I do so much to please everyone? Y? Someone tell me please!* Seriously, I'm very tired but there no way to convey the msg to other and tell them I am tired... I dun like the feeling at all!!!

(11:07 PM)

Thursday, November 1, 2007

Isn't is good to have someone you love to be always by yur side? I longed wanted to have that... There a gal that I like but no courage to tell her.. Sebast, u know right? Argh... fan... I wan a person who are able to stay beside me when I'm down and someone to share my happiness with me! Tell her? dunno?

(11:53 PM)