Thursday, November 15, 2007

Actually I found myself very EMO!

Guess wat? Through my school module IAC, I found out that I am more of a introvert than a extrovert. Well, this is not today main issue. Actually I think I am crazy, always thinking of things that make me sad and very confused. Seriously, is this DEPRESSION? Well, I dunno... Y not U all tell me?

Life is boring, dun u all think so? EMO? I think I am a EMO kid! Emotion always got me into sadness... Take a break? I hope so! I really wish to forget about a lot of things but y this kind of stupid memories juz cant leave me? Of course, there are memories I wanna keep too. But there are juz some memories to be dump into the deep sea. Y?

Y during my holiday at BINTAN didnt throw those stupid memories into the middle of the deep sea and nvr be able to retrieve it back when I played the BANANA BOAT which I was throw into the middle of the deep ocean? I dun wan those memories to follow me for the rest of my life. Is HURTFUL!

Memories can be diamond but they can also be rubbish. Like my friends said 'Throw those bad memories away if u think they hurt' but no matter what I do, they juz dun leave me. I am tired! Y december dun come tml? Only when I go for HOLIDAY, I felt relief. But is this called running away from problem? There's a lot of things I wanted to share with u all but seriously, I lack of courage..

Well.. Hope my HOLIDAY in DECEMBER will be a fruitful one.. As I will be going to ZHUHAI & GUANGZHOU!

Herman, go KL with me la, after I come back from there.. 26 to 28! I wanna SHOP till I forget everything.

ASK something, is there anything in the world called BRAINWASH?

(12:55 AM)