I am so sick and tired of pretending that Im fine infront of everyone when the actual fact is that Im NOT!
You guys just matter too much to me!
Baby, I just kinda love you too much. It just seem so weird, Is been so long since I can remember when is the last time you called me baby. Im still waiting for the day to come. You really does matters to me a lot but then is it the same for you too? Do I matter as much to you too? I read thru all the previous messages that we send to one another.
After reading thru it, tears came coming down my cheeks. I really miss those days when you send those sweet messages. I remembered reading one that goes this way 'Me: Why are you sad if I die, You: Coz you are my life' But is it really the same now?
I really dont know who Im talking to now. I only know that I hate the way we are behaving now, we seem so distant. I cant imagine the days when you are gone.
Know what, infront of you, I always have to pretend that Im fine when the actual facts is that Im not. I dont want you to think that Im always emo. But in actual fact is that Im really down! I no longer know how to cope with my emotion. I only know that you matters a lot to me. I love your companion. But right now, BABY, YOU SEEMS LIKE A STRANGER THAT DOESNT CARE ABOUT MY EXISTENCE!
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