Saturday, September 17, 2011

I guess I been blogging too recently and frequently. But right now, I am seriously feel very down with no one that I can actually talk to.

Is really not easy to cope with all this overwhelming emotions that is constantly bothering me over and over again.

The thought of having to lost baby, friends and whatever really freaked me out badly especially when my relationship with every one is deteriorating days by days especially with those people that I love.

I guess everyone undergo the feeling of separation before, so without explanation you all should know how it feels right? I am undergoing thru that everyday.

I no longer know how to communicate with people I love. I don't dare to go too near lest they find me a chore, move further from me. But then, it really hurts badly. I am so afraid that all the sacrifices I ever made for them is useless. I hate to be taken for granted! I am a human too! I got my feelings, emotions.

I yearned to be loved too! Why whenever is come to relationship, friendship and whatever shit, I am also the one bound to sacrifice. Am I that worthless?! I seriously had no idea anymore. I just hate my life more and more.

(12:37 PM)