Thursday, September 29, 2011

Saw this quote on facebook, thinking it would be good to share it here:

People cry not because they are weak,
Is becoz they are strong for too long.

Does this phrase of wisdom applied to me? I have no idea, I only know that Im really not in the best of the mood for the past two months. The thoughts of having to lose people I love yet matter is terrifying.

I always thought that what happened in the past made me stronger but I guess I am wrong. Everything I feel that history is going to repeat itself again, Im scared! What happened in the past is a mistake, a worst mistake I ever made. I shouldn't have allow people to come close to me and hurt me eventually.

Especially when you are being hurt by the person that you loved the most. And indeed, Im going through all this again. I had no idea why am I giving the same person a chance to hurt me over and over again! Sounds ridiculous right? But that the truth, perhaps the person matters too much that I can bear to let go?

Instead of letting go, I put up with all the nonsenses, hurtful messages and etc. Call me stupid, but when you met someone whom you really cherished, I bet you guys will do more crazy and unexplainable stuffs.

Emopotato =(

(3:22 PM)