Sunday, December 18, 2011
Guess this year I will spent the worst X'mas and Birthday! It really feel so terrible. I had enough of guessing and self delusion! Why people whom matters to me so much are just... I had no idea! It really feel so terrible, I really dont wanna lose anyone of them. They are so important but am I as important to them too?
I really hate crying! I guess I cried way way enough for this past few months. Enough is enough! If you all lovee me, just let me go then if that the way you all want! Better than giving me those on and off attention! It really suck!
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11:37 PM)